i love the faint
<<2002-06-29 - 9:28 am>>

i miss J, big time. i haven't spoken to her since... early yesterday, or the day before. and both of us were really awkward so she just kept talking to save the conversation and it was just SO not working. ah well. i'm still madly in love with her. the worst thing i've done so far is put her in my coldplay-at-camp story, but then i took it out because having myself and jordan in there already is bad enough.

hahaha, this is so cool: Is YOUR Name In The Book of Life? dude, you HAVE to enter your name, and then read all the verses. it's SO FUNNY. or at least i thought so.

someone is auctioning off a strokes tote bag. i dunno, i'd really like to have that except she MISPELLED NIKOLAI'S NAME (good god) and the bag itself is ugly as sin. maybe if she made it more badass... pink and baby blue is definitely not my thang. it's certainly not what i think of when i see julian. damn, the pictures she used are SO cute though... it's already ten bucks and there's still a week left on the bid, and S&H is already 5 dollars. that is total ass, no way am i spending that much. especially on something like that.

i would however spend 45 dollars on a print of chris martin. that woman, victoria smith, emailed me back yesterday. they're 8x10 and i would get the photo within a week of asking but the thing is she doesn't accept cash. there's no way my mother would okay me sending FORTY-FIVE dollars out to some random woman in san fran for a picture of my "latest teenage obsession." grrrawr. i have to admit, $45 is alot, but for all the months i've been crazy about chris i think i really deserve it. yeah. and she can use the $45 to, um, buy dinner or something. the only problem is there are SO MANY NICE PHOTOS!!!

go to her website and tell me which one to choose. pleeeeeease. i'd take the one of him in the shower but he looks a little strange... (notice that's the pic she's using for her background? har! that's cool.) maybe the one of him looking emo and staring at the camera with big fawn eyes. i don't know! agggh!

haha, jackie signed my guestbook and said she had a dream about craig at a swingers party hosting by WILLIAM SHATNER. was he scotty? i can't remember but i seem to think that he was. that's kind of mean, isn't it? calling a scottish person scotty. unless that was his name... i don't know! i'm not into star trek!

rachael called me last night right before i was going to sleep and we talked alot, about a billion different things, like boys (craig nicholls, fab moretti), music (the vines. of course. and a billion different other bands), the summer (summer school, camp, etc) and all those silly unimportant things. she's really scared of storms, and we've been having a few lately. so she called me when it was thundering outside and she got so scared she started crying. i felt terrible, i wanted to be there so i could hold her. rachael is just that kind of person- you always just want to comfort her because if she's not smiling then something is very, very wrong.