filthy teenybopper scum!
<<2002-02-01 - 6:42 p.m.>>

laaaast nite, she said
oh baby i feel so down
she said it turns me off
when i feel left out
so i
i turned around
oh baby don't care no more
i know this for sure
i'm walking out that door

haha, today i was really super sick - it was some stomach thing. i woke up feeling sick, and then on the 45 min drive to school i progressively got sicker and sicker. but i was in my friend's car, so i didn't say anything. then as we were pulling up to the school, i knew i was gonna throw up, and i was thinking "omg... cannot throw up in susan's car... holy crap.." so i told her to pull over. so anyway, she drove me home, and i got to miss school, yayness! that was ok. i watched tv and did some homework. i only threw up once, but i hadn't eaten anything so there wasn't anything to throw up. throwing up is the grossest, most unattractive thing ever. i resolve never to throw up in front of anyone. it's pretty gross even when i'm doing it alone. o.O

guh, so anyways... haha, i was a little out of it today right after i woke up after falling asleep doing my math homework. so i walked downstairs to get something to eat and i stood in front of the cupboard sort of talking to myself, but making no sense at all, and i stopped and listened to what i had been saying and i think i was talking about julian and being hungry. i swear. it was pretty hilarious and scary.

oh, and i also tried to make toast for myself at about nine am, but i was watching mtv in the other room and they had this segment about saves the day, and they also played an unwritten law video (!!!) so i forgot completely about the toast. i remembered when the fire alarm started going off, though. so the fire dpt called me and i had a very awkward conversation with them - i couldn't hear what they were saying becuase of the alarm, so i kept going "uh.. what?" and the lady repeated it really slow and annoyed. it was hilarious, though not at the time. so anyway, my mom came home from work and checked up on me and turned off the alarm, and we aired out the house. it still smells like poo, though. gross.

geez, i talk alot.

one more thing. i've decided to start a band, called Eternally Lost Boy. i swear. kind of like badly drawn boy, only alot better. though "badly drawn boy" is pretty funny in a weirdo sort of way.

anyway. i'm gonna go... um... i dunno. maybe i'll keep writing my coldplay fic! yay! i love coldplay fics. i love coldplay too. which reminds me! these are cool, especially that cheapass little keychain, haha. if i had any money i'd buy them for sure. same goes for this, of course. yeeup. i'm gonna go away now.