if i knew do you think i would be here right now?
<<2002-08-08 - 7:58 pm>>

jeff doesn't like it but nobody likes jeff either so HA HA.

er...HA.

i've been sleeping alot lately, and drinking... every once in a while i'll eat an apple or something. i lead a very sad existence these days. not too much makes me happy.

hm. well, i really wish i had more to say in this entry, but to be quite honest with you, my dear reader(s), i'm at a complete and utter lack. so maybe i'll just leave this diary be for a while. i'll have a sympathy disappearance in accordance with roberta's lack-of-money-induced one. ah, i'm such a good samaritan!

hmm, alissa has just informed me that conah (also known as conor oberst, but bah) will be in next week's NME. innnteresting. it's just too bad i don't get NME. ever. anywhere.

tomorrow i'm going to see sam - i take the 3:15 train to newburyport on friday and then the saturday 12:48 train back to north station (just in case i forget) - and then on monday my day is mostly free. tuesday i have some math testing and then wednesday i go back and see sam again for the envy fest thing. see, look, he's playing on the fourteenth. if you just wanna ogle, click here. he's in the middle. sam rosen. yep. rockstar-to-be. my friend. is anyone jealous? no? anyone?