COLDPLAY!!!
<<2002-07-07 - 1:46 pm>>

i just went to go see sam yesterday. i took the train down and we went down to the beach and swam (like dumbasses.. the water was freeeeezing) and played in the sand. i wanted to build a sandcastle, and then we decided to build towns, and then that demure game morphed into our version of "CAPTURE THE WEST BANK". i was israel and sam was palestine. we would hurl sand at each others little sand-lumps (which were civilian dwellings) and try to knock down each others sand walls. it was awesome. i got kinda sunburned. it feels good, actually.

he played me a lot of his songs and they were really, really good. he's got a really nice voice. he plays guitar well and accordion and all kinds of instruments. we just walked around and talked and i played with his guinea pigs and then we stayed up til like 4 am and we fell asleep listening to nick drake. i slept on his floor and magically enough, i didnt feel stiff and horrible and homicidal when i woke up.

now i'm back here and kind of not really tired. i don't know what else to say on that subject.

i'm gonna try to rough up 45 dollars to order one of the victoria smith photos of chris martin.

i also got great news! the tickets for the august 6th show go on sale much earlier than 1 pm on tuesday. they're supposed to send me info tomorrow (or hopefully today). i talked to liz and she said that it was probably gonna be like 5 am my time. ugh. well, that's okay. i'll make my mom wake me up. and then i'll go back to sleep. or something. hm... well, i don't know. i hope they handle it soon because i'm getting really, really jumpy and paranoid.

i'm feeling much better about my whole weird breakup thing with susan yesterday. (see previous entry.) we aren't talking anymore, which is a relief. now my only job is to just forget her and i'll be fine. it's kind of odd that such a huge warped thorn in my side for three years could be gone so easily. that whole conversation was like less than ten minutes. it was strange though, as soon as i started talking about it, it all came pouring out. i was actually shaking as i told her everything. i'm glad it happened online and not face to face or on the phone... too many emotions. i would have bowed to her otherwise. but luckily we were detached, totally faceless and voiceless, just words. that made it easier.

COLDPLAY!