human punk
<<2002-08-31 - 4:34 pm>>

for example: i can't stand her and yet she's back in my life. ugh. i don't know why it happened but i saw her again and it was horrible. nothing has changed. she'll never change, and i never ever want a part of her. thankfully, i haven't talked to her for a few days since i last saw her... just thinking of her makes me die. iudyhghngksdhy. god, she makes me so angsty.

anyway.

sigur ros is performing HERE, in boston, on november second. i've already invited sam. he's my little concert-monkey. he's the only one i can trust with the emotions i have linked to music, specifically coldplay and sigur ros. badly drawn boy is also doing a show here... but i forgot when... in october i think. i wanna see him, not just cos his music is good but also i think his shows are like... trippy... weird crap. fun!

so yeah, alissa came back from new jersey yesterday... i got like five postcards from her. my favorite was this one that was this jacked up greasy man in a blue thong and it said "FLEX on the beach." i couldn't stop laughing. it's so scandalous, in such a new jersey way.

unngghhh... and that's all... i'm downloading some libertines mp3s because all i have is 'what a waster' and i think i must have gotten rid of it somehow, like... maybe my dog ate it. so mp3s it is.

oh, speaking of which, i've just recently learned how to use my burner. so far i've made three coldplay mix cds of just b-sides, live tracks and some bad remixes, a muse mix of b-sides and live tracks, and a jj72 mix of... um, yes. b-sides... and live tracks. i made some other stuff for the car rides to and from my dad's house. there's the 'cheesy 80s mix' with like, soft cell and bronski beat, and the 'ugly people mix' with all these bands with ugly people in them, hahaha. (i did that at like four in the morning.) right now i'm doing alissa's mix cd, but it's a little bit more complicated than i thought, i'm being really nitpicky about the track list and its order (sam's fussiness has rubbed off on me). i'm making hannah and holly a mix cd next. i was originally gonna make them both mix tapes but that was before i became enlightened to the ways of my burner.

i have alissa's mix cd that she gave me ages ago blasting in my room. it's miss black america now... argggh, so good. just recently i've gotten into a whole bunch of cds that i stopped listening to for a month or two, like muse, the strokes, jj72, idlewild, portishead, and like a whole bunch of others. unfortunately, my 'origin of symmetry' cd is disfigured horribly because i treat it like crap... so it skips on like, every song. depressing.

oh, the new coldplay cd is bad so far. i like two songs on it and the rest i can't even deal with. but that's a different story for a different entry for a different week. maybe next week.

gah, crap, look at all that. that's what happens when i don't update for like three weeks.