he's my kind o' man
<<2002-09-10 - 9:55 pm>>

haven't done my history homework yet. crap!

i'm back in touch with chris, and hopefully i'll see him on sunday. no one probably remembers chris, as i talked about him ONCE in the past several months and since then haven't mentioned him. several reasons for that. more later, i guess. but i guess seeing him again could be good, because i missed him, and i need to talk to him, but it could also be bad because there's alot of temptation involved. but that's stupid, because i don't really feel loyal to the person i love since they don't know i love them.

....

again i reiterate my statement of old: emotions are stupid

and i was gonna say something else that was really important BUT I COMPLETELY FORGOT.

other than that seymour glass, frontman for MBA, is bi and is missing a finger. that's my kind of man.

ps: jesus lordy! i remembered what i meant to say. no one remembers this either because i don't really talk about it but when i was like twelve, this band called vast meant as much to me as coldplay do. probably more. on a whim, i went searching for some vast fansites to get updated on jon crosby's (frontman) status as to finding a new label since his old one nixed him or something. unfortunately for me, i didn't find that but i found that JON HAD GOTTEN MARRIED WHILE I WASN'T LOOKING. excuse me? NO. THAT CAN'T HAPPEN.

(site update from a couple months ago)"I'm getting married sometime before the end of July to Debra Jean Danger. She is a writer,singer,film maker and general all around @#%$ disturber. It is going to be a quiet ceremony in the southwest. We met and it was love at first sight. may peace and love follow you all the days of your life- sincerely Jon Crosby"

first of all, that's stupid and i want to kill it, because he ends it with some typical cheesy hallmark greeting card line. "may peace and love follow you all the days of your life." which must mean this "debra-jean" chick is either a hippie or some messed up pot-smoking trashy, trailer-inhabiting, k-mart-blue-light-special-buying HO. wut-eva.

it was just really disturbing. but now i'm done venting. i'll probably forget about it tomorrow. but right now, a little bit of mourning is in order.